tuesday is my birthday and it's stressing me out does that happen to anyone else why is that the case

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but steve... i want it to feel special.. it is a reminder that i have completed another year of life and i doooo want to celebrate that.. it ISNT another day to me 

and hence, the stress

High expectations set by society adds needless pressure for it to be a thing.

I try to treat mine as any other day except maybe I’ll get a free dessert at a restaurant.

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>> want to have a big party with my friends
>> planning anxiety
>> what if no one comes 
>> anxiety about something that isnt even happening
>> if i dont do this when can i have another party its the only day about Me all year
>> am i selfish for thinking that
>> maybe i should have a big party to feel better
>> repeat

yeah I hate mine. It’s the worst day of the year