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@tn100x.eth
2 years ago around this time i had double jaw surgery n woke up alone on a hospital bed, scared. but filled with hope 1 year ago around this time i drank n smoked myself into forgetting my loneliness and the broken promises, with a new perspective on rope now -- this time i dont know what ill do im a parasite i guess, im a parasite... i guess... now filled with cope. πͺβ¨π³οΈ
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@alexpaden
parasite is a toxic description for attachment, and your history describes co-dependents but now one tears away (iβm not a therapist btw) come join /sobriety if you like. i found smoke only covered things for a while iβm just dating around looking for other options but itβs hard to come off from a nuclear thruster/rocket engineer
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joined π«‘ i just want a decent understanding and friendship with someone who said they loved me. its so far gone that it makes me incredibly curious... curious to the point im self destructive because i respekt boundaries. so the feedback loop of disrespekt doesnt compute. so i destroy myself.
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@alexpaden
bruh only therapists know that shit from studying psychology and spending weeks listening to your ass talk about literally everything the speed run is u arenβt respecting boundaries if ur tryna message her stillβ itβs like wishful thinking in the moment. idk when it happened for u but iβve not dated anyone seriously since christmas 2022 no contact rule is probably her goal even if it hurts u to implement love comes and goes
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i get to this point where i know all the games and all the rules right? i 100% agree with what you wrote and it is the end all. there isnt room for rebuttal. "but at this point im like jfc wheres the humanity. feel something. were really going to play adult games? i know how this ends if i 'take all the right turns' but cant i just be real here and now" thus the emotional performance at 35 into just not even tryin to date at all. why go thru the same song n dance
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i fuked up and made my entire crypto identity about her too. the reason im doxxed was for her art project
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@alexpaden
π€·ββοΈ i hope she lives a good life and finds happiness. donβt really have the heart to talk to her anymore either way also have been in no contact since maybe a couple months after xmas
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