Lowkey bummed I don’t have any of the sexy makes-you-a-superhero-genius afflictions like Asperger’s, ADHD, synesthesia, or generational trauma. Just dumb ones — high cholesterol and prediabetes. Not even inherited as heirloom conditions, just mindless eating. Not even left-handedness.

Does aphantasia count?

Always thought u gave ADHD vibes, but perhaps just projecting. 

Fwiw what you describe in tempo with your mind transforming gives off neuriduvergent/shaman vibes. If things go downhill you can always join us sad metamodernists,

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Always thought u gave ADHD vibes, but perhaps just projecting. 

Fwiw what you describe in tempo with your mind transforming gives off neuriduvergent/shaman vibes. If things go downhill you can always join us sad metamodernists,
https://metamoderna.org/neuroatypicality-is-the-shamanism-of-late-modernity/