honestly, a tiny grant would totally transform my work. except I refuse to fill out forms

If the program ran like this, would be more interesting to me.

The only problem is externality pricing.

Building https://negationgame.com

If the program ran like this, would be more interesting to me.

https://fastgrants.org

I think you need some studies on slack in your life
https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/GZSzMqr8hAB2dR8pk/studies-on-slack

You’re talking to someone that took 18 months off after his last job to figure out what to work on next :)