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Kat Shaw

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Working on an oil for Samhain today. I got the initial herb infusion done. Now to add essential oils and go from there. I have some plans for some candles to go along with this, but they need some testing. Lots of things to work towards and I'll be sharing pictures along the way!
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Reading for today
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Blessed Mabon to you too! <3
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Getting into spooky season always has this feeling to it for me. The air getting cooler, but it's more then that. Something really does shift in the general vibe as we get closer to October. Really feeling it this year. Anyone else?
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Was better this year than previous. Some hard memories attached to the 21st, but it's getting better every time. Relaxing and enjoying spooky season.
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Starting to wonder if that is some universal ND experience lol
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It's easy to be anxious when the world around you keeps proving those anxieties right. From my experience, the trick is to find a way to keep going anyway. I've found that knowing myself and giving myself grace even when other people won't has been a lot of help.
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I don't like the weight of a watch so I use my phone for everything.
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Yesterday I had noted that I find I really like dark carnival music. With that and my longing to be at Crossroads Village this year I've been thinking. Ren Festival... Crossroads at Halloween... the haunts... These are all places that I got to be freely weird. Places where who I am was enjoyed and celebrated rather than seen as annoying... or too much... Funny when I think back to how I wanted to run away to the circus when I was younger. Starting to understand that deep down I knew it would be one of few places I would feel truly accepted and able to just... be.
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Had a friend visit the apothecary today. Always good to get messages like this.
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Always moving. Got to love it!
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Do you test the Konami code in all their games still? I know I have from time to time.
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I love this! My brain is going brrrrrrr, but like... in a good way. Give me some low hum medication music with this and I'll be gone for days!
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It's really hard for me since like five years ago I talked to my psych about trying s stimulant med and they just outright refused to even consider it. The whole... stimulants are addictive line. Sure, that is why I forget to take them all the time. People just cannot seem to accept that different brains function differently. Even when it's supposed to be their job!
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Is it terrible that I still remember iddqd and idkfa and legit tried them in the last Doom game? Lol Ahh well.
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That is huge! Super proud of your journey and getting closer to where you want to be!
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I'm not sure how many of you have had this same experience... I am so angry right now. Twenty years of hunting... of trying something new with every new doctor and psychiatrist. Through horrible side effects and struggles... Now. Now I have found something that works for me. It feels like so much of my life has gone by. Friends I've lost because of things I could not help in that moment. There is this feeling of mourning for my life. An anger and fury that it took so long. I missed out on so much because of this. It's a kind of hurt I can't really describe well, but I feel it's important to express. That other people like me don't feel alone in this feeling. I know it'll get better, but for right now, this is where I am.
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Now I'm trying to remember what cases that face lol.
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