ADHD

I'm not sure how many of you have had this same experience...

I am so angry right now. Twenty years of hunting... of trying something new with every new doctor and psychiatrist. Through horrible side effects and struggles... Now. Now I have found something that works for me. It feels like so much of my life has gone by. Friends I've lost because of things I could not help in that moment.

There is this feeling of mourning for my life. An anger and fury that it took so long. I missed out on so much because of this. It's a kind of hurt I can't really describe well, but I feel it's important to express. That other people like me don't feel alone in this feeling. I know it'll get better, but for right now, this is where I am.

AuDHD eclectic chaos witch in a neuraltypical world.
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It's really hard for me since like five years ago I talked to my psych about trying s stimulant med and they just outright refused to even consider it. The whole... stimulants are addictive line. Sure,  that is why I forget to take them all the time. 

People just cannot seem to accept that different brains function differently. Even when it's supposed to be their job!

Same, I'm super happy to FINALLY  have support and  a regimen that's working, but I am experiencing the worst depression as I think about the decades I've lost just trying to get someone to listen.

You have all my love 💓