sometimes I get the feeling this house doesn’t want me living here

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if I try to get my work done in the basement, I get teary-eyed and start crying. I tend to be emotional and sad down there 

— then if I try to be in the living room, I get lazy and overly comfortable and I’ll I’ve wasted away days in the living room, just napping because I feel almost intoxicated when I gang out in there.

— the only place I feel safe from these energies is on the top floor, where I’m at now actually. But here on the top floor is where I have definitely encountered a man’s energy that feels like he’s just watching me.

Can you get outside? Or Maybe make your own space to work at somewhere else in the house?

There are places called shared workspace too. Of course leaving the house always comes with spending ....

Right now I’m working in the best place in the house for me to get actual work done — until it’s warm enough that I can work out in the garage, and then that’s normally where I hang out — the garage.

I would like to go and work in a coffee shop. I just end up spending too much money if I leave the house so I try not to leave the house.