manifesting

it has been several months since i started that manifestation experiment, and the intentions i set then are still affecting me!

(in a good way, but not a fun way)

i have nightmares pretty much every night. and during the day i have limiting beliefs and triggers popping up almost constantly to be dealt with

an example that came up yesterday is the subconscious belief that my work is worthless because it comes from me. like wtf is that. and clearly not a good program to be running on

it feels both annoying and exciting to dig up a belief like that. the impact of healing such things is massive 

it has been a really intense time, and i know it’s important, and will lead to amazing things, but it’s crazy how endless the pain feels sometimes 

feeling pretty good today though. just thought i’d share a side of intention-setting or ‘manifesting’ that i haven’t really heard much about