I experienced a lot of boredom yesterday and it was actually terrifying. I have one precious life and one chance to live this day or experience this moment, yet I couldn't motivate myself to do something meaningful with my time. Not how today's gonna go.

Why would september be particularly hard?

To enjoy boredom is a master skill. Remember that you don't have to produce something beautiful everyday.   September could be a hard month, but don't be seduced or amazed by other's plans. We don't have to be ready, available or producing 24/7. DM if you need to talk further ❤️

I don't need to remember it if I have something to show for it. Creation is the only reliable form of memory IMO

how many days do you explicitly remember now? Allow yourself to have unmemorable days, there’s so many of them

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- dictator /founders

I want you to do something for me. Write a to-do list. Keep yourself accountable by posting it. Then post it again at the end of the day.

the worst feeling is not having anything to do imo