spirituality

One of the strongest unconscious biases that im dealing with is the ongoing -often overwhelming- sensation that im not enough, hence, not worthy of anything. not worthy of wealth, of success, of love, etc. and that makes me relate to my craft with a lack of discipline that hurts, and the victim in me feels as mediocre. so there is an ongoing story inside me related to mediocrity and "not being X enough for Y" that often times feels immobilizing, but that at the same time is crumbling under the realization that it is a lie. it is just a story. and i can decide if i want to believe it or not. and that feels so goo

father. meditator and programmer. working on @anky