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@wtfken
i think my honest truth is that i crave validation and attention more than i’ve ever been willing to admit. yes— maybe i am a hypocrite. i’ve always given too much of myself to the people closest to me. i called it selflessness. wore it like a honor. but maybe it wasn’t just that. maybe i wanted someone to pour into me as much as i poured into them. and when they didn’t, something in me cracked. i used to believe i didn’t need anyone. didn’t have a care for anything in this world— until i met her. she changed that. without asking, without trying, she evoked a feeling i didn’t know was embedded beneath the thick layer of my dark heart my need for her— her attention, her validation— stormed through me like wind on a stormy night. it didn’t last. just a few moments. but in that time, i wasn’t myself. or maybe i was. i don’t know. i still don’t. i no longer know who i am. i’ve become a stranger in my own body. strange, the desire for pleasure is part of my pain.
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@abbiexoxo
Love this a little too much
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@lianta
You have talent friend
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@laolu
It’s okay not to have all the answers right now. Sometimes, the process of putting these truths into words is the beginning of understanding them.
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@orion-ex
Now breeds the journey to uncover who I truly am.
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@veiva
That’s nothing wrong with craving for validation especially from people u like
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@3lsalam
"I no longer know who I am" I felt that
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@okanlawon
Just continue being a good person
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@nafeeesah
I love yout drawing
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@bolutifey
I can resonate with this
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@damdam
“the desire for pleasure is part of my pain”
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@oxleemah
I should spend time with my thoughts like this too😩
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@osagiie
icl i didnt read all dat, but im happy for you anon haha
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@macboy99
You’re so good
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@peepee2
A stranger in my own body🕊
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@habiby
You write so well
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@justzee
Draw me next and write something about me tooo
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