I want to change myself and my attitude to life. On my dad's line almost all alcoholics. My dad is not alive now, unfortunately, and did not raise me, but I still love him, although I am offended in my heart. My mom is a hoarder of garbage, all 30 years so live in the dirt, because it is a real disease. And home is our defense, our fortress. I have never had it and I have not learned to protect myself, very weak-willed, and now I am addicted to alcohol on stress. I know it's a problem, please help me with advice on how to pull myself together and stop being a victim.
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