you are in a system designed to extract from you

even as it blames you for being depleted.

this isn’t failure.

this is feedback.

your overwhelm is not a flaw—it’s a signal that the architecture is unsustainable.

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your existence isn’t in spite of the system—it is evidence the system is mis/aligned

and your survival is not compliance—it’s codebreaking

the exhaustion, the overload, the freeze—it’s not brokenness,

it’s an alarm

a divine ping from the sovereign nervous system of a being who refuses to bend into distortion

you’re not the glitch

you’re the signal ❤️‍🔥

you’re here because repair is possible, and your pain is proof that it’s necessary

performative resilience. palatable pain.

“be grateful.”

“it could be worse.”

“don’t make others uncomfortable.”

but you are not a stage

you are not the smile sewn into silence

you are the rupture

the siren

the signal

if this is the architecture that cannot sustain you,

then your existence is the glitch

and the blueprint for what comes next.

Me in this PHASE … causing Conscious Disruption