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i had spent the whole day with my girls since they woke up today. father do this. father do that. and i love it. but it gets to a point where my soul just needs a break and i was kinda loosing it and we were on the beach and i was tired of listening to my daughter cry that she had done herself a wound (1 mm wound) and that she didn't want to go into the lake because of that wound and i was about to lose it and shout out to the sky AAAAAAGGHHHHHHHHHH and then i decided to go away to the car and put on the headphones and open my computer and code for half an hour. only half an hour of being as nerd as i can be to have this be the output that transforms that rage and anger and whatever it is into something creative and now the github connection in the thing im building works and i feel good about it and a little bit more proud of myself and there is a smile inside me that was not in there when i was angry on the beach and now i can go back to the beach with them and be the father that they need me to be