I’m looking down from the 7th floor,
is jumping and falling down really harder, or is it enduring the pain and suffering i carry with me?

I’m someone who’s extremely scared of things like this, someone who gets terrified by the sound of the wind, complete darkness, and thunder and lightning

But tonight, im looking down and I’m not afraid of what i used to be so afraid of

I’m not deciding to do it, I’m just asking :
why do we have to suffer ?

it's tough but suffering is a part of the human condition. ❤️

we just have to keep moving on regardless. 

i know this sounds cliche but it gets better. trust me. ❤️

Thank you so much for your kindness 💜🙏