serendipity

I get a rush of anger when I have to advocate for myself and I don’t want to. Frustrated at myself for not wanting to advocate and at my body because I have to advocate for myself. A lot of times I get extra mad bc it’s dicks having 0 social awareness and I wouldn’t have to even ask politely if they weren’t unaware assholes in the first place

It’s more mentally draining then anything else because I don’t have the energy to get externally angry when it happens so many times in a day