"I don't know if I want to do this, but I almost have no choice."

This is one of the oddest feelings within the spectrum of human emotions

creating and destroying; flying cars, roc.camera, july.rocks

agency exists in superposition - simultaneously constrained and liberated until observed through decision, where choice collapses into either fatalistic surrender or illusory freedom depending on whether we recognize that autonomy isn't just absence of coercion but rather the quantum boundary where necessity and possibility converge