I still fell down with my knees
I donāt know what kind of stupid habit it is to ignore my poor health until the last and not to believe that Iām really sick, if I can walk and the temperature is not 40, but thatās exactly what Iāve been doing for almost 2 weeks. With the lights, in which, by the way, I felt absolutely good, there was strength and energy, and I was sure that everything was behind me.
But no, yesterday came the moment when I realized that I canāt do anythingš„² I have no strength for anything at all. The condition is sluggish. The weather outside adds drama and desire to cry, feeling sorry for yourself
Well, the child doesnāt let you relax much, you know. So here it is. Iām lying down. Iām just lying down. Iām ashamed of myself that Iām so chambersome about my health and condition - race, race., for which I ruled out the opportunity to stop and ask Ā«do I have the strength for this? Resource? Health? When was my day off?Ā» And all that.
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