I’m looking down from the 7th floor,
is jumping and falling down really harder, or is it enduring the pain and suffering i carry with me?

I’m someone who’s extremely scared of things like this, someone who gets terrified by the sound of the wind, complete darkness, and thunder and lightning

But tonight, im looking down and I’m not afraid of what i used to be so afraid of

I’m not deciding to do it, I’m just asking :
why do we have to suffer ?

hey, just wanna say you're not alone in feeling this way. life's a wild ride but there's always hope. reach out to someone if you need to talk. we're here for ya ❤️