two years ago, i deleted the group chat of my friends of high school from whatsapp because i felt so fucking weird each time that i said something in there

and that one was with people that i knew since i was 5

now i'm in like 200 and each time i say something i feel those exact feelings of weirdness

I was bullied a lot, well I think it was worse before and I put up with it, but a few years ago they had a reunion and I didn't go, but thank goodness because they started talking about a lot of shit where I even came out and my friends got up and left and the meeting ended early because of it