jp 🎩
@jpfraneto.eth
over the last months, ive certainly and definitely abused smoking weed. each day when woking up ended up being a lethargy on which i saw myself and thought that haunting thought: yesterday was another day on which i smoked regardless of how. or when. or why. it happened. and it has been a silent killer of my self worth. and im done with it yesterday i smoked the last flowers i had. i just threw away my pipe. and im getting ready for going for a 5k run no regrets. no hard feelings. all an ongoing process of learning about myself, about my tendencies, and about my willingness to evolve through my own experience if you want to give up a habit that is killing you, make it easy for yourself. i won’t be buying more. i won’t have the bong on my office. and i will replace the relief that it brought with a psychologist and i will commit inside me to integrate all the aspects of myself that made me abuse like i have abused and move on lock in and focus this year is going to be a blast gm
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sardius.eth
@sardius
hang in there brotha had to do the same about a year ago, good on you for following your gut not easy to do with stuff like this
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jp 🎩
@jpfraneto.eth
how was it? why did you have to do it? how has it been?
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sardius.eth
@sardius
appreciate the question man - I was in a similar frame of diminishing returns, every time I would smoke I would get depressed, have all these issues and just not feel great It’s been tough but good. Took me the better part of 9 months to get past PAWS due to how I was using/abusing it Id been trying to quit for the better part of a year before that and couldn’t seem to do it, since I was super young I always used weed to deal with my emotional problems, and I would just endlessly repress stuff and never deal with it, until my mental health would get really bad and I would have big depressive episodes and cycles quit to try and improve my health/life and general situation, also felt I was getting addicted was a tough but necessary choice, and not a weed hater at all def had great times and good revelations, just how I would use and abuse started to really catch up with me
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