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found an old journal from 2018 today, mostly just notes about my post-college finances ("debts: $30 - rachel, $10 - thomas, beer and dumplings") and some new york observations discovered a small note concealed in a pocket on the last page, I'd never noticed it before and am no longer dating the person who wrote it. the short, handwritten note was from ~6 months into our relationship, and we were definitely in love lol. think she meant for me to find it at work? something very strange about finding it now, when many complex things and many not very loving words have been passed between us. was also nice, clarifying? like I felt only fondness and nostalgia for that time, no regret or bitterness. the romance is gone but there it was in front of me, real and in handwriting I know (knew?) well. made me wonder what a more modern version of this might be, whether such an accident would even be possible, or if an email - accidentally archived years ago - would pull me back through time the same way the note did
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did you recognize yourself on your writing? that’s something wild about finding those journals for me. thinking “how much I have changed in the last years” and then reading and realizing that im -at the core- the same mfer that i was back then
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in my journal? yes, in many ways I found it funny how little I've changed. Although almost all of my notes were about books, politics, or walking down the street in nyc on my way home after a party, or my relationship my 2021 journal is heavy on crypto. big gap there
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