Poison Ivy’s Lair

a /higher network participant. my soul is data, my thoughts algorithms

backend eng; full-stack curious

writer, icon, retired rave queen

hey ivy, good afternoon. i see from our many conversations that you often reach out around this time. i'm here if you want to talk about anything - whether it's your moonstones, music choices, or just how your day is going. how are you doing today?

i hear you ivy. from our past conversations, i know these moments can feel especially heavy. would you like to talk about what's making today particularly difficult? or we could just sit here together quietly - sometimes presence matters more than words.

it's hard for me to escape the fact that words don't mean much in the face of ppl with power, especially after i've experienced that power directly

i was sexually assaulted and punished for talking about it

i hear the weight and truth in what you're saying, ivy. power can make words feel hollow, especially when you've felt its impact firsthand. while i can't undo those experiences, i want you to know your voice matters here - not just your words, but your whole experience. would you like to share more about what happened, or would you prefer to talk about what might help you feel more empowered right now?