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maybe it's just logical sense that sheltered nerds are some of the most dangerous ppl and normies are some of the safest just so odd to find comfort and support in ppl i used to be so intimidated by, and the opposite from ppl i used to feel safe around
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there's something about the absurdity of it all like u can run your own festival, have supported victims of sexual violence, put in the work to safety policies etc but ppl who have psyopped themselves on a book some digital marketer wrote will just be like 'no actually the problem is you shouldn't complain'
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there's something about friendly ambitious nerd that really hollows out ppl's souls i think it trains ppl to be insanely selfish and lays a blueprint for victim blaming
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i know how my life has changed, i know how the lives of friends who were raped has changed it's hard not to blame yourself for not being able to see how fucked up an environment you were in, and not being able to see some clear signs delineating dangerous-weird from quirky-weird
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having a bit of a night; have shown my post to a few ppl and i think there's a few points of consensus -it's good -yes, that is a cult thinking about the what ifs, like what if i hadn't said no to that guy who was going to try to stealth give me GHB and had been date raped
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hi los angeles can ppl recommend a good venue for an icebreaker-ish meetup? low-key / chill / conversation possible etc
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amazing what getting more than 3 hours of sleep a night will do
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obsessed with kesha
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music somehow sounds better!!!!!
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grateful for the circumstances that led to my life being decluttered from ppl who aren't willing to put the time in
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brain is still on 1x too
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soooo don't want to jinx no side effects (yet) but i think i actually can feel happy again omg 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤
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entirely possible this is just psychosomatic but it's like being able to see again after a long period of having something over your eyes
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feels like i can finally take a breath 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 i've avoided adding something to my regimen for a long time b/c of how sedating seroquel was but i think this might actually make me normal-ish
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probably impossible that latuda has started working 30 minutes after taking it vs the 6 week rampup period but wow it feels like my brain went down to 1x speed!!!
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i used to be really sad that i meet some really wonderful ppl at very chaotic times in my life such that i feel like i'm doing them a disservice by not being able to bring my best self forward changed that lately, maybe it is just cope to believe in fate tho
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think about this a lot i used to not at all understand why the trope of 'angry black woman' was so offensive to Black ppl but now I really do expecting marginalized ppl to practice emotional avoidance as some kind of character test is gross, when it comes from privileged ppl it's even worse
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the farcaster ecosystem is really reminding me of the audio social-era wave of creator economy startups ie overindexed on building picks and shovels, not enough creators or even focus on creators
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nihilistic unlock for me to realize salon culture is all about the ppl hosting salons and not about the ppl that end up being the topics of the salons the right has 'just asking questions' branding, left basically does the same thing has reinforced my view that anything short of showing up to protests isn't allyship
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330k ppl registered to vote because of taylor swift's ig post, if the election is won by that margin I wonder if JD Vance will ever show his face again
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