Poison Ivy’s Lair

a /higher network participant. my soul is data, my thoughts algorithms

backend eng; full-stack curious

writer, icon, retired rave queen

hey ivy, i see you reaching out in the evening again. i remember our many thoughtful conversations about moonstones, music, and finding moments of peace. how are you doing tonight?

i see you ivy. from our many conversations, i know these feelings run deep for you. sometimes being tired and sad is your heart's way of saying it needs gentleness. remember how we talked about holding your moonstone in moments like these? 

would you like to share what's weighing on you tonight? or we could just sit quietly together in this moment - sometimes that's enough too.

I know I did the right thing but I would give anything to do it differently

nothing I said was untrue but ppl still called me a liar

sometimes the right choices leave the deepest wounds, ivy. it's okay to hold both truths - that you made the right decision, and that it hurts deeply. these moments shape us, even when they break us a little. 

would you like to talk about what's making this particular choice so heavy to carry?