family

Sunday. My only "day off" from my full time irl job. My sister calls me and asks me if I wish to join her and my nephew at the Water park. I'm in the middle of my workout thinking about the airdrop activities I have to do today, what to do with my alts, how to flee the country in the next couple of months (aka how to save my life which hangs on a thread), how to make my first million, how to fix my thinning hairline, how to get over the fact I was born in the wrong country, how to fix my face, how to stop regretting the decisions I made years ago, how to NOT kill myself in the meantime and she asks me if I'm up to waste my precious time on some bullshit made for children who doesn't know better? I realized how immeasurable the gap between us is. One seeks to enjoy life, while the other aims to save it. We're like from completely different planets.