mentalhealth

Do you realize how fucked up our lives are, that the price of some vaporware over which we have no control whatsoever determines us? 
The price goes down - I'm stupid, I'm a failure, I will never achieve anything, should not have been born in the first place. The price goes up - I'm a genius, I was born a winner, I can achieve anything. What an insane way to live. Our self esteem should be derived from our own achievements, and should not depend on Brownian motion.

I'm surrounded by fucking gamblers, and I'm one of them.