life is good

'You know, I have to succeed. Otherwise, all the suffering I have ever suffered was just suffering.'
I read this sentence today and was deeply associated with it. It seems that my mental belief about myself is exactly like that.

Live like a tourist, look for the wonders around you..

This sentence is very heavy, as if it places some kind of responsibility on one's shoulders, that all hardships must have a result, a success that proves they were worth it.

Cake baking 
Rural Life 
In love with nature flowers and animals

Sometimes, we need to see the result in order to get energy to continue trying.