Usually in every relationship I became uninterested after a while. I thought it was fate. I even got divorced after a year. Now I live with a man, we have a 6 month old son. This is the first time I wanted a child from someone, the first time I want to live with this man all my life. But yesterday he said he's not ready for a family and he's leaving. I guess this is probably my punishment for my past life, but why would a tiny baby want that? I grew up without a father. And I dreamed that my children would live in love and a complete family. Maybe you'll say it's nothing, but I don't know how to go on living....
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