in the beginning: "wow i am really sad but its cool. what an opportunity to expand my emotional boundaries. its a privilege to have loved someone so deeply that it causes this much sadness to no longer have them"

now: "wow this sucks"

dunno if it’s relevant for you big dawg

dunno if it’s relevant for you big dawg
https://youtu.be/qDeJfqFPIj8?si=WmDY6c5-59X4AkeX

Comes in waves just like all grief. Ride the waves.

Have been in this situation…i just hope with time everything heals…it’s just a phase
Stay strong brother