I don't know where to go from here. It's like an age crisis. I'm 34 years old. I don't like my job: I think I am doing something useless, I don't earn enough, my career is so bad and my colleagues are terrible. I do not like my property aspect - I have an apartment and a car, although at my age many people have several apartments and new cars from the salon kicked out. Even my family isn't great. It seems to me that my husband and I are together only by inertia, there is no love, no children, for what we live is not clear. Friends too - there are no real friends, there are eventylniki at parties or the same reflexive losers. I am afraid to leave my husband or quit my job. I'm sitting in my comfort zone and just decomposing, I'm comfortable as it is, but very anxious....
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