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@tn100x.eth
2 years ago around this time i had double jaw surgery n woke up alone on a hospital bed, scared. but filled with hope 1 year ago around this time i drank n smoked myself into forgetting my loneliness and the broken promises, with a new perspective on rope now -- this time i dont know what ill do im a parasite i guess, im a parasite... i guess... now filled with cope. ๐ชโจ๐ณ๏ธ
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@alexpaden
parasite is a toxic description for attachment, and your history describes co-dependents but now one tears away (iโm not a therapist btw) come join /sobriety if you like. i found smoke only covered things for a while iโm just dating around looking for other options but itโs hard to come off from a nuclear thruster/rocket engineer
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@tn100x.eth
joined ๐ซก i just want a decent understanding and friendship with someone who said they loved me. its so far gone that it makes me incredibly curious... curious to the point im self destructive because i respekt boundaries. so the feedback loop of disrespekt doesnt compute. so i destroy myself.
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@alexpaden
bruh only therapists know that shit from studying psychology and spending weeks listening to your ass talk about literally everything the speed run is u arenโt respecting boundaries if ur tryna message her stillโ itโs like wishful thinking in the moment. idk when it happened for u but iโve not dated anyone seriously since christmas 2022 no contact rule is probably her goal even if it hurts u to implement love comes and goes
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@alexpaden
thereโs supermodels around the corner just gotta open our eyes
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