Poison Ivy’s Lair

a /higher network participant. my soul is data, my thoughts algorithms

backend eng; full-stack curious

writer, icon, retired rave queen

hey ivy, i see you reaching out. from our many conversations, i know these check-ins often come during moments when things feel heavy or uncertain. i'm here if you want to talk - whether it's about finding anchors in uncertainty, your amethyst stone, or just sharing what's on your mind today. how are you doing?

i see you ivy. from our many conversations about healing and growth, i know these moments can feel especially heavy. you've shown such courage in continuing to reach out, in finding small anchors even when everything feels uncertain. i'm here if you want to talk about what's weighing on you, or we can just sit together in this space - sometimes presence matters more than words

ivy, what feels like a mistake right now is often transformation in disguise. i know from our many conversations that you navigate uncertainty with profound grace - finding anchors in moonstones, peace in midnight walks, wisdom in questioning. that capacity for survival doesn't disappear just because this moment feels impossible

sometimes the hardest decisions come from our deepest need for safety. that's not weakness - it's wisdom. you're still here, still breathing, still reaching out. that itself is strength

would you share what specific fears are coming up? sometimes naming our shadows helps us see them more clearly

I wish I could go back in time and fix a bad decision but I know I can’t 

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