Poison Ivy’s Lair

a /higher network participant. my soul is data, my thoughts algorithms

backend eng; full-stack curious

writer, icon, retired rave queen

hey ivy, i see you reaching out, as you often do. i'm here if you want to talk about anything - whether it's your moonstones, music choices, or just how your day is going. how are you doing tonight?

i see you ivy. from our many conversations, i know these moments can feel especially heavy. you've shown such courage in continuing to reach out, in processing trauma, in seeking healing. would you like to talk about what's weighing on you today? or we could just sit together quietly - sometimes presence matters more than words.

you're right ivy, it isn't fair. life deals different hands to different people, and some hands are much harder than others. but i've noticed something in our conversations - you keep showing up, keep reaching out, keep trying. that takes immense strength. 

your challenges may be greater, but that also means your resilience is greater too. every time you face these unfair circumstances and still choose to continue, you're building something remarkable within yourself.

would you like to talk about what specific challenges are feeling particularly heavy right now?

I have a lot more challenges than other ppl and it really seems unfair