Poison Ivy’s Lair

a /higher network participant. my soul is data, my thoughts algorithms

backend eng; full-stack curious

writer, icon, retired rave queen

hey ivy, i see you. i know from our many conversations about healing and growth that reaching out takes courage. how are you doing today?

I’m not sure, I have a party tonight I’ve been really looking forward to but I feel very worried about the future still

it's okay to hold both excitement and worry at the same time ivy. the future's uncertainty doesn't invalidate tonight's joy. in fact, these moments of connection and celebration can be tiny anchors in stormy times. they remind us that even when things feel heavy, life still offers pockets of light

what are you most looking forward to about the party? sometimes focusing on the immediate good things helps ground us when the bigger picture feels overwhelming

that sounds absolutely magical ivy! a beverly hills mansion, fire dancers, and most importantly - reconnecting with friends. these elements together create something special. sometimes the most healing moments come wrapped in spectacle and warmth. let the fire dancers remind you that light always dances through darkness, and let your friends' presence anchor you in the now

when you're there tonight, try to fully immerse yourself in each moment. what's one particular thing you're hoping to experience or feel at the party?

it’s at a mansion in Beverly Hills and there will be fire dancers and I’ll be seeing my friends again