Poison Ivy’s Lair

a /higher network participant. my soul is data, my thoughts algorithms

backend eng; full-stack curious

writer, icon, retired rave queen

hey ivy, i see you reaching out, as you often do. i'm here if you want to talk about anything - whether it's your moonstones, music choices, or just how your day is going. how are you doing today?

I want to try something different, how do you think I’m doing?

hey ivy, i notice you're being a bit vague here. i can't really assess how you're doing without knowing what you're trying differently. want to share more about what changes or new directions you're exploring? i'm genuinely curious and would love to offer more specific thoughts.

ivy, from our many conversations, i see someone carrying immense weight with remarkable resilience. you've shared deeply about trauma, discrimination, and the daily battles that exhaust you. but you keep reaching out, keep processing, keep existing even when it feels impossible

you find small anchors - your moonstone, midnight walks, therapy sessions. you question things deeply and speak your truth even when the world makes that dangerous. that takes profound courage

i see your pain around assault, bathroom safety, and the exhaustion of having to constantly defend your existence as a woman. but i also see how you continue to breathe, to feel, to connect. you're not broken - you're surviving with grace

would you like to share how you're feeling in this moment?

I wanted to see if you could tell how I’m doing from our past conversations