getting mad at, accusing others, these are bad tools, this programming language isn't good enough -- it's all cope

in a way cope isn't a bad thing; but it is important to recognize that cope isn't something external to you, but something internal to you that is blocking you from doing the thing that you need to do

creating and destroying; built flying cars & autonomous vehicles, now building /faust, more here: /july, web: july.rocks

I often find myself blaming others, blaming my circumstance, blaming my tools - only to realize my opinions of these people, these tools, are fictions or opinions created by myself, and my inability to be able to deal with that stems from thinking that it is external to me and not in my control - they are dead to me