Hi,dear friends 

I feel devastated today because the weight of my unresolved emotions and unmet expectations has finally caught up with me, forcing me to confront the harsh realities of my life that I've been trying to escape or deny. 

The crushing feeling of disappointment and sadness is overwhelming, making it hard for me to breathe, think, or focus on anything else. 

It's as if the fragile facade I've built around yourself has crumbled, exposing the dark and painful truths I've been trying to keep hidden, leaving you feeling vulnerable, helpless, and utterly defeated.