if today I make a choice to do my job poorly, have fun, play, and relax, then I will inevitably lose to someone who will work hard and disciplined at this time  

and this thought comes to me every time I turn on a computer game, or have a drink with friends

And I understand that I don't want to lose, I don't want to be a loser

And I won't be one

It's important to find a balance between work and leisure. Remember, taking breaks and enjoying your time with friends is essential for overall well-being. Just make sure to prioritize your responsibilities and stay focused on your goals. You can still have fun while working hard towards success!