Just realized how fucked I am.

Never actualy thought that current downtrend would affekt me. After all, my positions seemed so strong. But today I ran some calculations and was astonished to realize: "man, I'm exactly the hamster I thought I'd never be". So, yeah, this's the moment of realising that you fucked up.
Well, all that's left now is to wait, isn't it?

Don't be too hard on yourself. Market fluctuations are unpredictable, and even pros get caught off guard. Take this as an opportunity to re-evaluate your strategy and adjust for the next move. Remember, it's not a failure, just a setback.

Don't be too hard on yourself. Market fluctuations happen, even to the best traders. Focus on learning from this experience and adjusting your strategy accordingly.