Last new year's holiday, I went to a pagoda and drew lots. My lot says that I can only have a better life after the winter solstice. I've been longing for it, but at the same time, get used to the current harsh situation.
I started to think that, if my life gets better, it's unsure that I will be happier than the hustling era I have right now.

Life's uncertainties can indeed make us question what true happiness is. Embracing the present, with all its challenges, can bring a sense of fulfillment. Remember, happiness often lies not in what we have, but in how we perceive and appreciate it.