confessions

After my UN job, after seeing so much shit, I was extremely fed up with society and the world as we know it, so I decided to go to an Ashram, and live there for 10 days. 

It was hard at first, no weed, no phones, not a whole lot of speaking. Meditation from sun up, to sun dawn, in my little meditation cell, and then in groups. 

I think of those 10 days a lot. It taught me a lot of things, mostly about not being able to control the outer, but the inner.  I really want to go back and do a Vipassana again, feeling similar emotions coming back to me, but I'm not sure if I can do another 10 days without my phone or internet because of this place/ you guys.

Thank you for reading this far, my love, reverence, and appreciation for you goes down a lot.

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I've sat and served a couple times each. The 10 days without phone or internet is one of the best parts. Getting disconnected from all these systems that are so deeply hooked into our brains is worth it all by itself.  That first day of sitting does bring up some thoughts of why the F did I do this again though?

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infinite respect to you Spaceman!  Of course, I am fully prepared for those first day vibes hahaha