I don’t have the cancer cancer

but I’m having a lumpectomy in 2025

and that’s why I’ve been so quiet

if you come for the queen you best not miss

I LOVE YOU 3000!
you got this! Reach out if you need anything. 
Even if you just need to yell at someone. 
You can yell at me!
🫶🫂

Is it bad that I’d rather ignore it indefinitely LOL

If anything I should be getting yelled at fr

Not at all! Believe it or not I understand.
Unfortunately ignoring it is likely to have it develope into actual cancer cancer.

Why should you be yelled at!?
Be nice to yourself! 

Nonsense!

I did make it worse by ignoring it already 🥴 oops

my self preservation is not on lock

SLEEP is my answer to everything

but yes, it’s essentially easier to ignore it or when people ask about it, give people the indication that “I’ve got it all under control” and then do absolutely nothing

idk I’m like a typical dude when it comes to the doctor (and being sick, I’m baby fr)

Idk if it's your self preservation more  about coping mechanisms maybe?
Only saying this because when shit gets too much my entire life my mom would "take a nap" essentially avoiding the stresses.
And as an adult, I have to be careful because my default is sleep.
Whether I'm..
Happy
Mad
Hurt
Grieving
Excited 
A nap is warranted. 
Double so if im overwhelmed. Cause my brain sucks. Lol
And have been shown my entire life by the most influential person to me that that is how one copes with the stresses that are too much.