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One the toughest times one can experience in life are those that you don't truly know how an event might turn out. You don't have faith as always. You're desperate. You might be mad, sad, bored. You're afraid of what will happen. This time, unlike the previous times, you feel truly lost...

But maybe it's part of a bigger picture?
A necessary step to get things going again but with full appreciation?

And thinking about this can ignite a small flame of faith inside the dark atmosphere of your sad and lonely serenity...

One thing I'm coming to understand is that isolation and tough times in your life tend to break even your most established thoughts and views.

This happens probably because it needs to happen: we can no longer live by our previous perspectives and need to re-evaluate our beliefs and priorities, which leads to maturation and appreciation.

Only through tough times do we truly learn what is valuable, what is important, and what and who we love...