pensieve

2 years ago around this time i had double jaw surgery n woke up alone 
on a hospital bed, scared.
but filled with hope

1 year ago around this time i drank n smoked myself into forgetting my loneliness and the broken promises,
with a new perspective on rope

now -- this time
i dont know what ill do
im a parasite i guess,
im a parasite... i guess...
now filled with cope.

🪄✨🕳️

Parasite?
Lmaooo 
You’re kidding me 
You are one of the best human I’ve ever met! 
Check your dm👀