It’s true though. When you don’t have support then you can’t do a-lot of things. I used to think I can do things alone but the wrong people can always hurt and distract you with their harsh words and make you lose your motivation. You really do need a network of positive and supportive people around you. I don’t have any. I attract all the negative ones

I'm right here. I'm sure that tidbit is of little help but it is non the less. I'm not to effervescent,  yet I would offer that the upside is greater than the downside in my world.  Hug