Five years of relationship wasted. During all this time I never once thought about cheating, and at the beginning of October I cheated foolishly. That guy was outrageously handsome and knew how to find the right words. I didn't feel anything for him, I just wanted him for some reason. There hasn't been a day since then that I haven't regretted it. Every night I look at my favorite in the eyes, every night I want to say: “Zai, forgive me, I cheated on you” and be what will be. But all I can say is: “I love you more than anything in the world. I love you more than anything in the world.” 
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