I worked for several years without any motivation, just for fun. As soon as I had the opportunity to be rewarded for my labors, I ran out of energy, I was simply bored. The dream is right under my nose, but I have had to overcome so many difficulties that I am simply tired. I can't do anything. I want to, but for the second week I can not eat properly, and what is a healthy sleep, I forgot three years ago. Everything is falling out of my hands, I can't do anything. But here it is - the dream, and I can't even lift my head((((
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