Everyone around me tells me my man is perfect. I don't love him, but I respect him. At first there were feelings, he earns and loves, there was a sense of pride. Now, after a while, it's hard. He's 41 years old, I'm 34. I've always had younger guys, but mostly abusers or alphonse. I'm so lacking in drive, some dickish behavior. I don't want to say that the current seal, he loves company, is educated and charismatic enough, anyone would be with him, but it's all wrong for me. Making love with him is boring and monotonous.
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