basil, why won’t you take the pills? can’t they help?

while its true that my neurosis is the source of my deepest agony, it’s also my greatest strength. you see, i’ve danced with death so many times before, that it’s whispered its secrets to me. so while most can only see the light, i can see the shadow that trails behind. that is to say, my edge lies where chaos begins & i won’t live my life with blinders on

yappin in /midwits & creating idle rpg /animarising

I can't like a post where someone describes not taking pills.

I think mental illnesses are a prime example of Dunning Kruger, because we don't have the insights into why we struggle and it's very difficult to properly reflect while stuck in a loop.

Very true. I commented to tell you why, but I am sympathetic to your struggle (if that's how you say it in English)

would never recommend it against professional advice; but everyone fights a different battle & for me, i can’t go back